October

Still in such a blur that I failed to comprehend the HSG was scheduled with *Dr. D*
Dr D, the Perinatologist that was consulted when we found that the umbilical cord was prolapsed.
The Dr. D that said to wait til I went into labor, then recheck to see if the cord moved or do a C-section.
The Dr. D, who I feel, is responsible for my baby not being here now.

He reads through my file and remembers *my case*
He asks how we are and how is the baby.?
My husband politely tells him that Chelsea did not make it.


HSG results show that I have a normal shaped uterus.
It is unknown why Chelsea did not turn downward. Just a fluke thing.