Thursday, December 31, 2009

My Dream and Maybe...

My Dream...
Ever since I was a young girl I wanted to have lots of children. 10 sounded good to me! I wanted to marry my Prince Charming and living happily ever after with my big beautiful family.

Maybe...

Maybe if I would have left God in control of my life, searching after His will instead of my own, allowing Him to send me my Prince Charming...
Instead of being impatient with His timing and finding someone on my own...
Maybe my dream would have come true. Maybe not. After all, it was my dream. Maybe, just maybe, my dream was not His will. Maybe.

Maybe when I get to Heaven, maybe it will still matter enough for me to ask Him. Maybe, Maybe not.

1 comment:

  1. Bless you...my prayers are with you. I lost a daughter in 1992...almost one year before Chelsea. For me, there are still days when I cry. I will keep you in my prayers.

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